Nightmare. Deep Blue.

I felt so much stronger when you were around. You were the reason I kept my feet steady on the ground. I closed my eyes and counted to five. My skin started to shiver as I took a deep breath and decided to dive.

My body fell weightless from the steep cliff and was crushed when it fell into the cold. My body sank deep, heavy like a stone and I felt new scars on my skin that made me look old. The water poured into my lungs and made it hard to breath. I could feel how my heart's rhythm slowly faded away, beat by beat.

It felt like I had lost it all. I screamed, with horror echoing inside my mind and woke up starring at the opposite white wall. A horrifying nightmare which always leave me in tears. I call it Deep Blue. A reminder for one of my greatest fears.

Håkan Hellström - Jag ger Dig min morgon.

The weeks just seem to be flying by and so it's Friday again. Lovely! No classes today so I'll be working between 10 AM and 3 PM.

I managed to end a little earlier today because V and I are going to see the Swedish musician Håkan Hellström tonight at the amusement park called Gröna Lund in Stockholm.

I'm really looking forward for tonight and for those of you who haven't heard any of his music I've posted one of his best cover songs above, so enjoy and listen. Still I must say that most of his songs are in Swedish but you can still listen to the lovely melody and maybe just maybe understand some parts ;)

Have a great Friday everybody!

Wet Wednesday.

What a wonderful morning I've had so far, waking up to the sound of raindrops smashing towards my bedroom window and listening to soft music while eating breakfast. Perfect way to start a new day. Even though it will probably be a "wet Wednesday"..

My plan is to keep up this pace and tidy up the apartment a bit and maybe if I've got time I'll bake something before meeting up with L in town.

It's good to have a free day like this in the middle of the week, to stop and relax and just enjoy the day the way one usually don't have time with during work/school/studies/cooking etc.

Anyway I hope you will also have a great morning/afternoon too! Take care and I promise I'll write more soon :)

Carpe Diem - Seize the Day.

Picture: DeviantArt

Through life today and beyond tomorrow certain visions around us may never change. Family members within a family and special bonds between friends will never break and remain steady like the back of a mountain range.

How much time we have together will never be spoken. Sadly a young heart has yet one more time been broken.

Here is a small reminder for you, take good care of your beloved ones. If you have children, take care of your daughters and/or your sons.

Promise yourself that you will never take anyone for granted. A precious angel has finally landed.

Do not put up things for tomorrow, expecting that you will have time to experience it then. Live life today and not tomorrow who knows when it might end, nobody said when?

Let love find you and guide you on your way. This is all I needed to say. Keep it real.