My dream was to become a pilot.

Picture: Ray-Ban

I've been looking for the perfect sunglasses to wear now that summer has finally arrived! Like the title learns I've always been weak for hot pilot glasses á la Ray-Ban. So if I know myself I'm going to end up with either one of the two above or another similar one.

The only problem is that I don't want to pay a fortune for a pair of glasses that I might drop, loose or sit on. Haha did I say that I can be really clumsy sometimes? :)

Anyway I guess I'll keep on searching and I promise to let you know when I've found the perfect pair! Later guys!

Moving out.

Finally! After months of searching I've finally found the most beautiful and charming apartment with several open windows and big open spaces!

It's two rooms (1 living room + master bedroom) and the best part is the huge amount of closets for storage! Which means I can bring most of my things :)

It's located in the same neighborhood that I'm living in now so I won't have far home and besides I'll be neighbor with one of my best friends E! Or almost anyway we'll only have 1 or 2 minutes walking distance which is almost too good to be true.

So I'm moving out from my parent's house sometime in June I think after my brother's graduation and hopefully I'll be able to arrange some kind of party for my closest friends :)

Anyway time to take a shower! Have a great day!

Sunshine makes me real.

Picture: Private - Me

and sunsets makes me feel..
P.S. This is my 1100th post! :) D.S.

Sunny Sunday.

It's a beautiful day today. The sun is shining and not a single cloud on the blue sky. Unfortunately I've got to work.. :(

Hopefully there'll be some more sun next week as well, I'll catch up with it then. Anyway got to go now but don't worry I promise you'll hear from me very soon ;) Have a great day!

Wonderful Wednesday.

Mood: Nothing but smiles
Done: Breakfast (check), shower up next
Plans: Study, meet up with L & bake at V's place :)
Looking at: My laptop's screen
Listening to: Salem Al Fakir - Astronaut
Reading: Nothing at the moment
Drinking: Water
Eating: Nothing at the moment
Best: 1 month on Saturday ♥
Worst: The test next week
Weather: Cold & grey

The memory remains.

I remember how my heart took an extra beat when I first heard you speak. Suddenly there we were sitting in front of one another leaning towards each other, cheek to cheek.

My heart felt fragile and thin as glass. I kept wishing that this feeling warm feeling that I felt inside would turn cool as ice but it refused to pass.

For the first time I'm scared and so afraid to be honest with myself. If only I could make myself dissapear like a magic little elf.

I'm frightened because my soul tells me I might have done wrong. If only I could make certain things undone I would have written us a song.

I keep wondering what you're thinking of. Only in my dreams you keep appearing like a snow white dove.

I feel like such a helpless fool and I honestly don't know what to do. I can't help the fact that a part of me still beats for you.

Blood rushes through my veins and reaches my face every time we speak. I wish I hadn't been born this weak.

I'm not asking for you to understand. All I long for is for you to hold my hand.

No matter how I try to hold back my soul's heavy rain the memory will always remain.

Pictures from Barcelona.

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Home again.

Hey! How are you guys? :) I had so much fun in Barcelona still it's really good to be home again. Unfortunately my mom forgot to bring our camera again (!) the same thing happened when we went to my other cousin's wedding in Miami last fall.

Luckily I had my iPhone with me so I took some photos with it and my other relatives had their cameras too so we managed to take some photos anyway. Even though we were there for barely 5 days we had time to do so many things! I got to go now but I'll post some photos later.

Next stop: Barcelona!

Picture: DeviantArt

Yes believe it or not I am still alive - I'm sorry for my absence here on the blog.

Anyway as always I'm busy with something, if it's not boyfriend, family, friends or school then it could also have something to do with work. The good news is that I'm travelling to Barcelona today! Yay :)

I'm going to attend yet another cousine's wedding which I'm sure is going to be beautiful - yes I might even shed a few tears emotional as I am. I'll be gone until Sunday so it's only for a couple of days.

I really have to get ready now but I wish you all a great week and I promise to write about my Spanish adventures when I get back ;) Love /S

P.S. I'll miss you. My love ♥ D.S.

My Thursday.

Mood: Tired
Done: Breakfast, shower up next
Plans: Work (1 PM - 8 PM)
Looking at: My laptop's screen
Listening to: Håkan Hellström - Jag Ger Dig Min Morgon
Reading: Nothing at the moment
Drinking: Apple juice
Eating: I just had breakfast
Best: I'm free tomorrow!
Worst: The cold claustrophobic cloud bank that came in yesterday
Weather: Cold and raining

Marie Digby - Breathing Underwater

Most played song this week :) Enjoy!

"There's a light in the dark, where the sky splits apart, where the stars find a way to shine through all the spaces in between. Here we are, face to face, all alone in this place, and the night is finally coming down to you and me.

Tell me where you been hiding, Oh I wanna know, your my silver lining covered in gold. Tell me what am I feeling, Oh it's hard to explain, like underwater breathing swimming in rain.

Chorus: Oh Oh Oh (breathing underwater) All I really wanna do (do) is fall a little deeper with you (you) (breathing underwater) And never come up, breathing, breathing under water. Wait for this, (breathing underwater) with every kiss you steal boy, you are making me feel, feel (breathing underwater) like i'm, breathing, breathing, breathing, underwater. "

Update.

Wow the weeks just keep passing by (!) I can't believe it's already April.. This week most schools have easter vacation meaning no classes. I've been hanging out with Him and I couldn't have had a better time :)

Anyway I got to work on Thursday and Saturday and study some on the days between (small test coming up on Tuesday next week) so I guess one could say that despite the holidays I still have things to do every day.

I'm glad that the week turned out this way :) Time to get prepared for bed, sleep tight!

You made my day.

Picture: Private - Beautiful roses on my desk!

Your beauty makes me cry.

Sometimes when I lay awake at night I find myself watching you sleeping. Breathless, helpless and hypnotized by your fearless features I wonder what you are feeling.

Can you hear my heart beat faster and harder every time that you are around? Your smile gives me wings and I find it hard to remain steady on the ground.

Am I still dreaming or is this for real? I will forever be grateful for the way you have helped me heal.

The sparkling light from your eyes tickles every corner of my soul. I simply can't help falling a little bit deeper in love with you, please forgive me but it's not my fault.

Do you believe in love at first sight? I sure do after seeing you on that special night.

Sometimes when I lay awake at night I find myself watching you sleeping. Suddenly I find myself weeping. For it is your inner and outer beauty that makes me cry.

Love makes life a little bit more colourful.

Picture: DeviantArt

En dag jag sent lär glömma.

Din blick sa mer än tusen ord. Jag hade fått uppleva de vackraste ögonen på denna jord.

Ditt leende lämnade mig stum. Osäkerheten lämnade spår av rodnad längs med mina kinder och plötsligt kände jag mig ung och dum.

Det var som att vakna upp ur en ljus dröm. Den natten lyckades jag inte få någon sömn.

Dagarna gick och så gick veckorna utan ett spår eller den minsta ledtråd av vart du hade tagit vägen. Jag började nästan tro att du inte hade varit mer än en magisk sägen.

En kväll var du plötsligt där igen sittandes i kupén bakom mig. Fjärilar spred sig som en löpeld i mitt blod och jag kunde inte låta bli att iaktta dig.

Känslan av att jag nu befinner mig i din varma och trygga famn kan inte beskrivas nej inte ens med tusen ord. Men om sanningen ska fram så gör du mig till den lyckligaste flickan på denna jord.

Tired of tests.

Pictures: DeviantArt

Good morning/evening to you all. I'm sorry for my absence but I have been quite busy these last couple of days. So I guess it's the 1st of April today, the day I've not been looking forward to because of the test I'm having this afternoon.

I'll be writing an essay between 1 PM and 6 PM - luckily we are allowed to bring water and any snack if we would get hungry which I'm sure I will. Anyway I better go and get ready. Cross your fingers for me!