It's been 10 years..

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I cannot believe that it's been 10 years since Princess Diana passed away in that terrible car accident on the 31st of August in Paris, France during 1997.

I therefore want to dedicate tonight's post to honour her memory by publishing this picture which I created myself and to say that even though she was considered to be "England's Rose" as Elton John sang on her funeral she was a classic and elegant lady who had an enormous heart with plenty of room for everyone, no matter which colour they had on their skin, their origin, age or rank in society.

I must not forget to mention that she was loved by many but above all she was also one of the greatest mothers since she did everything she could to protect her two beloved sons, William and Harry.

She wanted to show the rest of the world how important it is to help other people that are in need. She did many great things and created new bonds between people and organizations such as the Red Cross from different countries all over the world.

I want to end this post by quoting Elton John's famous song "Candle in the wind" which he sang at Princess Diana's funeral. "... And your footsteps will always fall here. Along England's greenest hills. Your candle's burned out long before. Your legend ever will.."

Lovely day.

So far it's been a lovely day! I do not know how but I have had so much time to do so many great things.

I visited my old school today and said hello to some of my former teachers which was fun!

But besides that I also applied for the church's choir today here in my neighbourhood. It went really good and I am now officially a member of the choir!

For those who do not know me; music has and always will be a great passion in my life. I believe I have been singing ever since I was about 7 or 8 years old.

Anyway the choir will be practising every Thursday between 6 PM and 9 PM. I am looking forward to all the big concerts and other events that we will have.

I am sorry but I have a meeting this afternoon which I can not miss so I better end this post now and I will continue writing more later this evening. Have a great afternoon! Ciao!

Christina Aguilera - I turn to you.

It's late and it's been a long day, therefore I decided not to write anything tonight but instead dedicate this post to a special someone by adding this song "I turn to you" written by Christina Aguilera.

For the things she sings about is something I am going through right now in my life. May you all have a good nights sleep and enjoy the song!

A love greeting to you.

Today I saw love straight and deep in the eyes. Suddenly I had become nervous and all I could feel was how my stomach had gone from empty to full of struggling butterflies.

I saw you standing outside a building together with your friend. I wish I could play pause now and rewind.

All the things we've gone through flashed by inside my mind. I just wish that you wouldn't have left me all behind.

For each day that passes me by is a continuation of this struggle I going through inside. I wish you could stand here by my side.

I miss you now more than ever. I am worried that I will catch the fever.

Would you come and rescue me? I hope you know much you truly mean to me.

The truth is that I miss you like the child misses their blanket. For it is during cold days like these I would appriciate you more and the gentleman you are by giving me your jacket.

The day is going towards its end. This is today's greeting to you which I now shall send.

New season.

Picture: DeviantArt

I guess most people in Sweden (and perhaps in other countries around the world) detest this new season that has come to us. Yes I am talking about the dark, cold and windy season: autumn.

Still I have to say that I do not belong to that group of people who dislike this season on the contrary I adore it! These cold days when you can wear a warm and cosy sweater together with a scarf and if you are outdoors you can add a long coat or something like it.

To have the chance to take a long walk and admire nature while all the new colourful leaves appear on all the branches so that the trees become even more alike to all those beautiful oil paintings.

There is a saying that a lot of people fall in love during spring. I can agree to a certain extent but my heart will always belong to autumn. Because this is the time of the year when people can spend time together in an other way e.g. in front of a warm fire drinking coffee or I would prefer chocolate! (Unless the coffee is from Starbucks!)

This is definitely my favourite season of the year and it gets cooler because on second place comes winter! (Perhaps it has something to do with the fact that I am born in January?)

Anyway I would like to say to all of you who keep on complaining about the weather or the season itself; your season will come so be quite and let us who adore this season enjoy it! :) Ciao!

Exhausted.

I have been running around in town today for almost 6 hours.. Time really flies!

Anyway I did have plenty of time to finish my errands and I brought a few things; a brown (warm) sweater for the cold days (like today?!), some underwear, cleaning products to my face and a pair of jeans from Zara.

Maybe I'll post some pictures later but I need to load my batteries for I am completely exhausted after today's adventures! So long!

Energy boost.

I don't know why I woke up so happy this morning? But I had a lot of energy so I decided to use our Orbitrek for atleast 35 min! What a workout.. :)

Anyway today I will be spending the day in town with my mother and I will also try to run a few other errands on my own. Now it is time for some lunch, I believe it says "leftovers" on today's menu.

We eat salmon yesterday so I am happy to eat that instead of some weird beans.. :) (My mother really loves beans since it is so healthy..) Have a great day! Ciao!

There are signs everywhere that reminds me of you.

I can't help by wondering at night. All these feelings I have inside is it really right?

For if my heart and soul has not been touched by you then what is this I am going through?

All these thoughts that keep on circulating inside my head. Would they still have existed if I would not have heard any of those words you said?

Among all the scents there are in town. People's different perfumes one can smell while standing close enough on the subway or when they pass you while walking down.

How come I always look back at the person that passed me by when I recognize that special fragrance? The wonderful smell that reminds me of your pure elegance.

All these tears that keep on streaming down my face every time I think back to those memorable days. Would they still have existed if we had not crossed our ways?

For I believe that all of this is true. I just wish I did not have to be so blue.

Perhaps one day you will see how much you truly mean to me?

All I can do is wait. I better go to bed now since I have to wake up at eight..

Ukumei.

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This is how I looked earlier today. I was dressed as an Indian because I was going to a children's birthday party. I was supposed to show up as the big surprise for the little boy who turned five years old today.

He is a big fan of the wild west meaning cowboys indians etc! Therefore the reason for why I choose to dress up like the Indian Ukumei from North America.

It went great because the children actually thought I was a real Indian who had travelled for 20 twenty days and 20 twenty nights in a big ship across the North Atlantic Ocean.

I asked my youngest brother to take a picture of me before I left, so here I am all dressed up in our main entrance of the house. I better go upstairs and help my parents with the preparations for the dinner I'll write more later! Ciao!

Movie night.

I should have watched a movie yesterday but I ended up talking to many friends through msn. Therefore tonight I will have my own movie night.

I haven't decided which film I should see but it's been a while since I saw "The Notebook" so maybe I will see that one. We'll see.. What are your plans for tonight?

A post dedicated to an angel who took my breath away.

I will never forget that first day when I saw your eyes and how they captured me. Suddenly I stood there and I was speechless, my cheeks turned red and I felt warm even though I was wearing just a tee.

You turned out to be a great guy. Your charm made everyone feel good inside.

The laughter and that big beautiful smile. I am not the sort of person who falls deeply in love and I must say that it's been a while.

We became good friends. I wish someone knew how it all ends..

For all I know is that I still miss your safe and warm embrace. I still remember each and every feature of your beloved face.

Whenever it gets dark I look up at the sky knowing that you are the star that shines the brightest of them all. I will keep all the memories close to my heart and I promise you I will not loose hope but stand straight and tall.

For all I know is that for almost 5 weeks ago I saw an angel who took my breath away.

I have been blessed to have a friend like you in my life.

Earlier this evening I decided to call one of the happiest girls I know, Emma. I was not surprised when I heard her joyful voice saying hello. We talked for a while when suddenly my brother needed to use the phone so we continued our conversation on msn. I believe we talked for hours..

But that's what happens when two friends live far from each other. It feels as if there are so many things you want to tell one another. This is not the first time when it feels like you don't have enough time.

Before I called her today I knew that I miss her a lot still after we had ended the conversation I felt so empty. Suddenly I realized that I miss her more than I thought was possible?

For all I keep thinking of is all the wonderful memories we share from this summer. All the things we have talked about and all the special moments we have shared. I long to see you in September! I must not forget to mention our trip to Taizé later this fall.. And all the other crazy things we will do!

All I want to say now before I go to bed is that it truly feels as if I have been blessed to have such a beloved and true friend like you in my life. I will always be there for you.

This is my confession: I've been lazy today.

After a great evening yesterday which I spent with some close friends I decided to stay home tonight and spend some time with my family. We will probably watch a movie and enjoy each others company.

I guess I spent most of the day sleeping.. Yes I was really tired since I fell asleep really late!

Anyway I must say that I am amazed by how many pretty things you can do in Photoshop.

I saw this picture which you can see at the beginning of this post on a website and I thought I really want to learn how to do those pretty pictures!

So tonight I will try to find more information about the programme and we will see how it goes when I try it later. Time for dinner! Ciao!

You hit me with your magic spell.

The evening turned out well. Somehow it feels as if I was hit by a magic spell.

All the friendly faces and the laughter that surrounded our air. I sat really comfortable in my chair.

Still I realized that I could not take my eyes off of you.

The deep blue crystal eyes were shining so bright. How could anyone ignore that light?

Now I know where we stand. I guess we are on the same land.

Back at square one. I wonder if I should stay up and wait for the sun?

There is no rush. No one should tell you to hush.

Suddenly I have new goals. All I wish for is to unite our souls.

Underneath love there must be a strong foundation based on true friendship. This is our journey and we will set off in our ship.

We are sailing towards the future which will remain unknown. For we could never find someone who could tell us what we are to expect, do you know why? Because that is a gift no one will ever own.

My mind suddenly feels blurry. My eyelids are heavy so I guess I must hurry.

I really must go to bed. I am having too many thoughts circulating inside my head.

Good night my beloved friend. I am so happy that this is not the end.

The evening turned out well. Somehow it feels as if I was hit by your magic spell.

Important evening.

Tonight is the night. This is your last chance to show me whether if you want to become my white shining knight.

No matter what you say I will not run away.

All my hopes and dreams depend on this special evening. For tonight I will open my eyes and observe you and how you will act towards me throughout the entire evening.

If you will act in a strange way I will know that there is nothing else you want to say.

Still I am nervous. I find it hard not to take this situation serious.

For it feels as if I have a lot to loose. What if this is yet another noose?

I am scared that you will tear my heart apart. Love certainly is a complicated art.

I will try not to be sad but instead be glad.

I have been blessed and given the chance to get to known such a wonderful guy like you. As a good friend I will always be there for you.

Long day.

My feet hurt so much after that I spent the entire afternoon with my good friend D, walking around in Stockholm. To be more specific we were walking through SoFo, what a lovely place not to mention all the great second shops!

Still I did not buy anything today.. I guess I did not find what I was looking for so, my bag was empty. Anyway it is time for bed! I am so tired.. May you all have a good night's sleep!

Only one day left.

The sun is shining through my window. A new day has arrived and I lift my head from my pillow.

Only one day left. Only one day until I can smell your wonderful scent.

Only one day left until I can see your charming face. Only one day until I can put all these memories together and tie them together with a golden lace.

For almost two weeks I have longed and hoped that I would see you again. I have missed you my dear friend.

It feels almost as if time has stood still. My heart has not changed neither its free will.

Only one day left. A small seed of hope has grown inside of me a special seed which you set.

Only one day left...

Early morning.

I slept really bad last night which led to an early morning. I had so many strange dreams and I kept turning sides while I was lying in my bed.

Anyway since I'm up this early I will try to do as much as possible. I already eat breakfast and I'm dressed! So what's left now is to put on some make-up on my gloomy face and tidy my room.

Later on (before lunch I hope) I'm off to town! I need to rent a few books and visit some shops... (Notice that I wrote shop(s) with an s on the end meaning plural, so I won't just visit one it might be two...) :) I hope you'll have a great day! Ciao!

Keisha White - The Weakness In Me.

All I can say is please listen to the lyrics. It feels as if she's taken the words out of my heart.. Because all the things she sings about in this song can be seen in my life, right this second, what I am trying to say is I simply love this song.

Thoughts around midnight.

With Shawn McDonald singing in my iPod I sit here in silence. I was hoping you would help me with your guidance.

I find it hard to describe this feeling I am having inside, still I must say that I am feeling terribly lost. All I wanted to do was to prove how much I care about you, there were no limits of how much it could cost.

It feels as if I sacrificed my heart and soul what I did not know was that I was digging myself a deep hole.

Neither one of us knew what was happening. Once again I am sorry if treated you in a bad way all I wished for was that we could have had a good start, a brand new opening.

Oh why do I have this sad feeling that I am loosing you? I wish someone knew.

Another tear has fallen down my cheek. I guess I should try and get some sleep and stop wishing I knew where in your heart I could try to seek.

For that beloved small corner where you once let me rest. I still keep all those wonderful memories close to my chest.

I wish..

Yes this is what I would love to wear a day like this.. The leaves I added on Photoshop is just a little sign that fall is on its way! I couldn't be more pleased :) (For those who did not know I am a big fan of this season!) Have a great day!

♥ Jeans Abercrombie & Fitch
♥ Lightweight Sweater Abercrombie & Fitch
♥ Shoes Superga (I bought my pairs on NK but you can also find them in other sport stores)
♥ Bracelet Thomas Sabo
♥ Bag Mulberry's Bayswater

When you're gone.

I do not think that I have realized it yet.. The fact that one of my closest friends is leaving on the 5th of September to go and live in Tunisia for three months.

I know she will have lots of fun and that she will meet lots of new people there.

But I will miss her.

Still I hope we will keep contact, although I have heard that is expensive to call home from Tunisia? Anyway I am hoping for the best.

Today is a brand new day. I think I will call her later.. I better take the chance now when I can call her every day because I will probably not afford it later. Ciao!

From Me to You.

I'm sitting underneath a lonely sky. I wish I didn't have to be so blue but instead could spread my wings and learn how to fly.

I close my eyes and imagine your beautiful bright eyes.

I adore you for who you are. In my eyes you will always be a golden star.

Guys like you are so hard to find. I guess most girls are blind.

For who would not want to be loved by such a sweet and carrying man like you? I know I would.

All the dark clouds has now faded away. Still there are so many things I would like to say. Perhaps another day..

My message to you is that I still miss you. Finally it's been said, puh..

New movies coming up.

The film we saw earlier today was great! I laughed so much during the entire movie. Therefor I strongly suggest to all of you who have not seen it, sorry the movie is called "Knocked Up" - go and see it!

Anyway there are also many new movies coming up this fall! One which I have already seen is "Shrek 3" and I must say that this is the best one out of the three films that has been made.

Another new movie is "Becoming Jane" (referring to the British authoress Jane Austen) with Anne Hathaway in the leading role as Jane herself. I cannot wait to see it! Sorry but I have to go and help my youngest brother with a few things but I will probably end up writing a new post later, so long!

Happy Birthday!

Today is a very special day.. It is one of my best friend's birthday! I hope you have had a wonderful day sofar sweety, my thoughts are with you today!

We are going to town to see a new movie called "Knocked Up" with Katherine Heigl also known from Grey's Anatomy (She played Lizzie) Anyway time for lunch! Have a great day!

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

I love that quote still I have not found out who said it. It was probably a famous author or something like it. Try and read it to yourself three times. (Haha you might wonder why I choose the exact number three, well is it not obvious? For those who did not know: three is a magic number!) Sorry that was a clear example of my lack of humour.. :)

Anyway what I wanted to say is that people tend to live their lives by counting the number of breaths they take, as the quote states. I am sure that is why many end up at New Year's Eve making new promises for the upcoming year that they will change their former lifestyles and try to live each day as if it was their last. I know I have done it many times. Still I end up disappointing myself..

So what is the purpose with this post? Since it is not New Year's Eve yet I strongly suggest that you take control over your life and start living it as the quotes suggests us to do. I believe it is worth a try. Tell your beloved ones how much you care about them, not just once a while but everyday!

Go out and to explore something new! It could be anything from an extreme sport to overcoming a fear you've always had etc.

Hopefully I have inspired some of you tonight I believe I even gave myself a little "push" towards the correct direction. Sleep well and good luck with everything - all you need is to believe in yourself! Because when you do, nothing will be impossible.

Smärta.

Det har nu gått en vecka sedan mitt hjärta började läcka.
En sista gång fick mitt hjärta vila i din famn. Något jag sent lär glömma är ditt vackra namn.

Känslan av att ha förlorat dig har skapat ett djupt sår inom mig.
Jag önskar att du kunde ge mig en andra chans. Det skulle rädda mitt hjärta från ett visst vapen som gripit tag om det, en vass lans.

Tanken av att få se dig har hållit mig vaken dessa nätter.
Många gånger har jag undrat hur du mår. Om du ändå kunde förstå, nu rinner ännu en tår..

Mina känslor för dig har inte förändrats.
Jag vill inte sluta hoppas. Jag vill visa dig att det inte är på låtsas...

Du får ta dig samman och berätta vad du känner.
Du kommer aldrig att mista mig utan jag hoppas om du inte ger mig en andra chans att vi ändå kan förbli goda vänner.

Det har nu gått en vecka sedan mitt hjärta började läcka.
Du besitter makten för att avsluta denna smärta jag bär i mitt hjärta.

Print my own collection of poems?

Yes the thought has crossed my mind several times. It would be fun to put them all together and to create something new. I do not know if I would try to sell it or not but the thought of having my own collection is very tempting. We will see how that goes, I guess that is just a small project I wish to achieve.

I also found a nice birthday present in town earlier today to my beloved friend. Still I saw many pretty things I could use during this upcoming season but I decided to wait and see. Because there are more things to come!

Anyway tonight I will be away babysitting two cute little girls so you will not hear from me until midnight when I come home. Have a great evening!

Off to town.

Yes I will soon be off to town with my friend L and our mission today is to find a present for our friend E who turns 19 on Monday! Who knows if I might find something too..? I guess you will have to wait and see! Have a great day!

Bedtime.

It feels as if today turned out to be a long day. For I have no energy left so I'm off to bed.

Sweet dreams to you all! I am looking forward tomorrow's adventures! (I will tell you more about them in the morning!) Ciao!

My own video!

Here it is! My own video which you can find on youtube. It is called "missing you" so if everything is ok I guess you should be able to see it there. Still I decided to link it in my blog aswell, so enjoy! :) I am on my way out.. I am going jogging with my youngest brother! Talk to you later, ciao!

I still...

I still hear your laughter like an echo inside of me. I still smell your perfume in some of the clothes I wore those days you were sitting close to me.

I still remember every feature of your beautiful face. I still think about your warm embrace and the fact that I actually felt felt very safe.

I still remember your blue eyes that always shine like the purest silver. I still cry every night but I wish that there was s way to stop all these tears that has now become a deep river.

I still hope that you let me be your guarding angel. For good and for worse I will try to protect you. I will let my spirit's light guide you through the darkness in life.

All I ever wanted was for you to know that you are special. A true gentleman who always seeks to bring out the best in people.

I still dream about you day and night. I still miss you and the way you used to lighten up my life.

I got Dumbo. Who do you have?

Picture: Michaela

After a delicious lunch together with my dear friend Philip, which we eat on a lovely restaurant which was floating! (No I was not drunk, we were on board a ship)

We decided to go and look for some threads because I promised my youngest brother to do a black bracelet for him. (I will show you some pictures later!)

When I was on my way home I met one of my best friends, Katarina on the subway and I decided to join her for a "quick" check through some of the shops in town. That is when I ran into my Dumbo necklace! :) As seen on the picture above.

I tried to take a photo of it but I guess now it is official: my camera sucks!! So I borrowed a picture from Michaela's blog since I saw that she also bought it not too long ago.

It's been a long day and allot of walking in my 7 cm high heels! (Yes I know I choose the wrong shoes today but they looked so good with my outfit today so.. I guess it was worth it?) Anyway I better go to bed early tonight but first a nice foot massage! Ciao!

Grey morning.

It's been raining the entire morning. I guess some people would say boring but I prefer to say cosy instead!

I'll be spending the day in town and I have planned to meet up with an old friend and to have lunch with him.

But first I better take a shower and tidy my room a bit.. I hope you'll have a good day!

En dröm. Ett hopp. En längtan.

Bild: Deviantart

När molnen sänker sig och det börjar bli mörkt och kväll, då skiner min själ som det klaraste fjäll.

En längtan, en dröm om att få flyga iväg skapas inom mig och lyfter mig upp och iväg..

Nu bär det av till alla drömmars land, ett land där vi fann varann.. Godnatt min ängel, dröm fina drömmar.

Jag sluter ögonen och allt jag ser är dig och ditt strålande leende i mina lyckligaste drömmar.

I wish I knew..

I wish I knew where to start.. This is my way of opening my heart. I have been watching you for so long, perhaps these words will become lyrics to a song?

The way you smile and the way your eyes lightens up the room, it makes me speechless.

Guys like you are so hard to find. To be honest I would say that most girls are blind. I have learned to see beyond eyes and finally, I have realized that it is within ourselves we will find the hidden treasure.

A personality with a heart of pure gold. You are one of these guys and this is my confession: I am completely sold.

Now I wish I knew how this ends.. Although I have the sad feeling that nothing will change and that all I'll ever be in your eyes is just another "girl" friend, among your other friends..

Soft & smooth summer skin.

Pictures: The Body Shop

After spending almost an entire summer outdoors, resting in the sun and bathing in Swedish and Greek waters my skin feels pretty worn out.

I believe it is time to buy a few products to my bathroom. Previous years I have used the wonderful skin creams from the Coconut serie from The Body Shop but I have been thinking; perhaps it would be fun to try something new?

One of my favourite fruits is the papaya and the thought about buying that cream has crossed my mind several times. Perhaps I should give it a chance?

P.S. I just realized that this is my 304th post.. I cannot believe it, I have actually past 300 posts? D.S.

Great evening (yesterday).

It was nice to see some familiar faces yesterday evening. A few leaders from the camp this year in Strömstad decided to meet up and spend a few hours together.

Still. It was not the same "feeling" as the one we had experienced in Strömstad.. We tried to figure it out but I believe we never came up with a good answer to it? I think it had to do with the atmosphere. In Strömstad everything seems so perfect, no problems and no issues of any kind. I wonder why..?

There were many leaders missing last night and I must say that I wish that they could have been there! (Anders, Emma and Tobias.. My thoughts were with you last night.)

Anyway today seems to become a beautiful day! So I'll probably end up lying in the sun.. Have a great day!

I simply couldn't sleep..

So I decided to turn on my iPod and started to listen to Imogen Heap.

I simply can't stop thinking of you..

I keep on repeating all the beautiful memories we shared together. Wait, it's getting cold in my room I'll go and get my jacket made of leather.

I hate the feeling I'm having inside, the sad feeling that everything is lost, that nothing will ever be the same again.

I miss your warm and safe embrace. I just wish that I could have been your golden grace.

Even if we are miles apart I remember every line and feature in your beloved face. Your eyes lightens up the darkness inside my mind. Sometimes I wonder how it would have been if I had been blind?

I miss you throughout the day. I just wish there was something that you could say.. The truth is that my body and soul is longing for you. I ask myself the question, will I ever have you?

A wise person once said "You can't lose something you never had" My hope is that I did have you, if so for only one second because if I did not it would make me very sad..

I guess I need to get some sleep so I'll try it by start counting sheep.. May you have a good nights sleep.

A holy place where love and friendship will grow.

Earlier tonight I read my beloved friend Emma's blog and I must say that I have never cried so much after finishing reading a post on the internet.

For these three wonderful weeks gave me so much joy, laughter, but also silent moments that consisted of sadness and grief. I cannot find enough words to describe all the feelings I have inside. All the new memories we created together which we will carry in our hearts until the day we meet again. It feels as if I created another family. I want you to know that I love you all and that I keep on thinking about our precious moments we had together!

Still there are always people you like alot and other people which you might share more things with. I want to dedicate this post to a special person. An angel who lightens up all the people in her surrounding. This post is for you Emma.

I know I have said this before but the truth is that I wish I wouldn't have missed last year's confirmation camp because then I would have had the chance to get to know you and the other new leaders from this year who participated that summer. But I am so thankful that I was given a second chance. This year's camp couldn't have been better.

I remember when I first saw you two years ago at the same camp but you were younger then and you were very curious about the things we were doing in Strömstad. Back then I saw a sweet girl who wanted to learn more about life and who wanted to take part of all the wonderful things we experience there every year.

I must say that you have grown alot since then. You have become more mature and you are on your way to become a fine and elegant young lady. I am so proud over you!

In many ways we are very similar to each other. Still there are a few years between us, still I wouldn't say that I noticed it that much. Both of us always seem to find all the good in people. We share the same interests such as fashion, style, music etc.

Haha I will never forget that time we were on the bus, do you remember? We were talking to some of the boys and suddenly we looked at each other and we were silent for almost two seconds than we started to laugh so much. I believe we had a special connection and we understood each other. Those moments are very special.

I agree with what you wrote in your post, "It feels as if I can tell you anything". Because I know you understand me and my way of thinking. I can promise you this, we will stay in contact.

I am looking forward to the reunioun in September and to the trip to Taize, France later this fall! Not to mention the great three weeks we will spend together with the rest of the crew next summer..!

I will end this post by saying a little prayer for you, my beloved friend. May God watch over you and give you strength when you are feeling sad or being weak. I will always be there for you. Because that's what good friends are for.

New earphones.

Pictures: google

I am so angry.. My iPod earphones are broken and I have to buy a new pair. I was quite happy with them still there were a few things that could have been better. The sound was "too loud" whenever I sat on the train or the bus people around me could actually hear what I was listening to.

So I figured out that I should find a pair that keeps the sound "inside the earphones". I have heard alot about the koss earphones, above are two different models.

The big question is which one should I choose? If you have any tips you are welcome to write a comment! Anyway it's time for lunch! Have a great day!

This is my confession: I miss you.

I wish you wouldn't have walked away. Please listen to a few things I need to say...

I am sorry that everything had to end this way. I could never have predicted that all this would happen back in May.

These last three weeks has now passed us by. Somehow you lifted up my heart and gave me new wings to be able to fly. I had become your guarding angel and an answer to your prayer.

I am sorry if I mislead you. I am sorry if I let you down. I am sorry if I said the wrong things to you.

I want you to know how much you truly mean to me. Still it feels as if there are not enough words to explain this feeling I have inside so how can I make you see?

All I ever wanted was to make you feel loved and special. Not create another lesion.

The truth is that I will keep the beloved memories that we shared together close to my heart. For it feels like I gave you a big part.

It has only been one day since I saw your beautiful face. After all it feels as if you had become my lucky ace.

Even if time will pass us by I will always remember your warm and happy smile and the deep and shining bright eyes. I mean every single word I have said so please don't you try to convert them to silly and ridiculous lies.

This is how my poem ends. God is the only person who knows what may happen later on in the future but until then I truly hope that we will still be good friends...

Home again.

Good afternoon to you all! I hope you have had a good day sofar. I have been unpacking and washing clothes the entire day. I came home late last night so I thought I better finish the laundry part as soon as possible so I can get back to "reality"..

Because these two weeks felt as if I was in another world. A place filled with faith, hope, love and friendship.

Above are a few pictures of my friends and other activities we did during our stay in Strömstad.

The feeling of waking up in my own bed this morning was great, still, I must say that I miss the people I met there now more than ever. I better continue with the laundry now (soo boring) but I'll probably end up writing another post later. Ciao!

Strömstad.

By now I have been here for almost one week. Everything is great! Although I must say that the weather could have been better..

Anyway the reason for why I am awake at this hour is because I am waiting for the sun to rise. I have been eating lots of candy tonight and now my mind is clear like the fresh water spring..

I better end this post now. Take care dear readers! I'll get back to you later if I have the opportunity here in Strömstad otherwise you'll have to wait until the 11th of August, when I come home! So long!