Thursday 31 July 2008

Just another terrific dream.

It felt like it was my first time. To set sail towards the other world beyond the Atlantic Ocean, fansy that it here even makes me rime.

To see her open up her white angelic wings as we passed cloud by cloud. In my bright eyes one could see the happiness that I carried deep inside while all my soul wanted to do was to stand up straight and scream out loud.

I had been waiting for this for far too long. It took me a few months to realize that this was right and not wrong.

Every time I closed my eyes all I saw was your smiling face. As I kept dreaming all I could think of was how much fun it was going to be to see you again not to mention the feeling to be able to fall into your protective and warm embrace.

Great adventures in a country very different unlike my own. Mom and dad don't worry remember I promised that I would keep you updated through my phone.

Beautiful places to see and wonderful people to meet. I just hoped that I could handle the tremendous heat.

It felt like two hours while it really was fifteen. Two tired eyes tried to look out through the small window and I must say that it was the most beautiful view I had ever seen.

Tears of joy came running down my face, I was finally here. Suddenly my alarms goes off and reality strikes me like lightning always does during bad weather, which by the way is my greatest fear.

I open my eyes and realize that it was just another terrific dream.

I ♥ Seattle.

Picture: DeviantArt

What do you think about the picture above? Isn't it breathtaking? I most certainly love it. As mentioned previously in the blog I love the fall so it is no big surprise that I fell for the lovely warm colours as seen on the trees here. The photo was taken in Seattle, a city I might become more familiar with next spring!

Yes I have finally decided to take the chance to go study in America, which has always been one of my biggest dreams/goals in life. I'm so excited about it! Besides I have heard nothing but good things about the people and the city itself so I am quite sure that I'm going to like it there. I have applied to a few other schools/collages as well so it's not 100 % sure yet that I might end up in Seattle, I guess all I can do now is just to wait and see what happens as I keep hoping for the best!

Talking about Seattle, there is a great movie called "Sleepless in Seattle" don't know if you've heard of it? I think that Meg Ryan and Tom Hanks play the two starring roles in it. Anyway it's been a while since I saw it so I thought that I might see it tonight, cuddled up in our sofa and sitting next to my mom.

I have the feeling that it's going to be a great evening. Thank you for taking your time to read this post, I wish you all a nice day/evening depending on what time it is at your place! ;)

Wednesday 30 July 2008

Scholarship.

I wish to start this post by saying that it may be very difficult to find a happier soul than me in Stockholm tonight for it has really been "my day" today! As you probably learnt by reading the title of this post I received great news earlier today.

In April earlier this year I applied to a scholarship, mainly because it seemed like something fun to do and the fact that I didn't think I would get it made me happier and even more surprised now when they told me that I got it earlier this afternoon. I heard of it through the parish where I have been working as a leader at confirmation-camps for teenagers with the age of 15.

Forgive me for being lazy but I just don't have the energy to translate the text that I found about the scholarship because it is in Swedish but if you wish to read it English leave a comment on this post and hopefully I might be able to translate it tomorrow instead.

Otherwise for those of you who comprehend the Swedish language you are welcome to read the history and the purpose behind the scholarship.

Förvaltningsberättelse

"Stiftelsens ändamål Helena och Gustaf Cervins Minnesfond tillkom genom gåva från Gustaf Cervin den 30 december 1986 till minne av dennes hustru Helena Cervin. Minnesfonden övergick 1997 till att vara stiftelse till följd av införandet av Stiftelselag (1994:1220).

Stiftelsens syfte är att genom årlig stipiendieutdelning ge medlemmar i Saltsjöbadens Församling möjlighet till utbildning och studier som befrämjar församlingens verksamhet och utveckling eller utbildning i och utveckling av konst och kultur med anknytning till Saltsjöbaden eller studier och utbildning i sång och musik, med företräde för ungdom som har särskilda förutsättningar att förverkliga sina musikaliska anlag."

Tuesday 29 July 2008

Ronan Keating - Father and Son.

I wish to dedicate tonight's special song to my beloved father. I know how much it truly means to you which is why it will always be our song even though it is called "Father and Son".

I believe that the message sung in the song can be applied for the relationship between a father and a daughter as well.

For all of you who haven't heard if before take a few minutes and listen to it and its beautiful lyrics, my dad and I we always cry when we hear this song, that is just how much it means to us and always will.

How do I know?

How do I know if this is true? My heart tells me one thing while my mind another, in the end all that really matters is that I believe in you.

How do I know if you will hurt me again? This is no question with an answer such as "yes" or "no" but instead one should say "when"?

How do I know if you really exist? If you don't someone better wake me up from this dream, make it fast if you wish to use your fist.

How do I know if every word you say is true? You better not give my heart another difficult flu.

How do I know if you erased all the memories of her inside your head? I still remember the feeling I had when I caught you two in bed.

How do I know you won't do the same mistake again? I still can't believe you did it with one of my former best friends.

Now I know things will never be the same. You broke what we had which is why you should take all the blame.

How do I know if I will have to go through all of this again? I just hope for the sake of my heart and soul that I will meet someone that will not only treat me with love and respect but also stay faithful and never hurt me the way you did. I'm a woman now and no longer that foolish kid.

Just remember one thing, always treat others the way you want them to treat you. Hopefully they will be good to you.

Monday 28 July 2008

A possible future tattoo.

Picture: DeviantArt

Well, not the actual picture as seen above but the famous quote underneath this text. A special quote that will always mean a great deal to me. An important quote which I would place somewhere on my body where other people won't be able to see..

Amor vincit omnia - Love conquers all. (Virgil)

Sunday 27 July 2008

Sleeping Beauty.

I know it's late and that I should lay in my bed already fast asleep at this time of the hour. Still I find myself sitting here all awake and feeling fragile like the bud of an early spring flower.

Anxiously awaiting for the right time to come. For I have heard that time flies if you keep your daily schedule busy, somehow I find that to be easily said than done.

It feels as if I have tried everything possible to occupy my heart and soul but especially my sensitive mind. Still I find it to be very difficult to ignore this special feeling and leave it all far behind.

Beloved memories is what I have used as cobblestones to build my own memory lane. I still can not believe that I actually feel the same. I still long for the day that I will be able to call out your name.

To see that bright twinkle in your eyes and to enjoy your warm smiles. If only I could have one last look before my world would go black I would choose this moment and I would find a way to travel all the hundreds of miles.

I know it's late and I should probably end this nonsense before I burst into tears. As I lay down on my pillow I make a silent wish, that I could fall asleep and not wake up until after I have slept for yet another 100 years.

Saturday 26 July 2008

Two of the best movies of our time.



I feel so lucky to have seen two such great movies within two days! Yesterday my girls and I went to see "Mamma Mia" - the movie and not the musical - and I must say that I loved it! I had heard so much about it and guess if I was happy when the movie managed to live up to my expectations? I was so surprised by how well the famous Hollywood actors really could sing, especially Pierce Brosnan and Colin Firth, two gentlemen and great actors who I have never heard sing before!

Merryl Streep was splendid as she usually is in every movie that she appears in, I adore her! Not to mention the young and talented Amanda Seyfried, what a beautiful voice!

Anyway enough talking about "Mamma Mia". Earlier tonight I saw yet another great movie, "The Dark Knight - Batman returns" and it was so cool! Normally I'm not that into action etc but it feels so strange to say that I really enjoyed it because that's nothing but the truth! I really did :) I am so sorry though that this was Heath Ledger's last movie..

He was such a great and talented actor, there are some rumours in Hollywood that he's probably going to get an Oscar for this role, how sad it would be if he gets it and can't receive it. Hopefully he's beautiful daughter might get it instead, a precious memory of how talented her father was in his profession.

I am happy to say you must see these two amazing movies. I'm still amazed of how positive I am about the Batman movie, I honestly thought that it would be too much "action" but like I said, I'm glad it wasn't like that ;)

Fun Friday.

As you've probably learnt by reading the title of tonight's post I had a great Friday! I had to work though but as soon as I left so many great things happened!

I am really exhausted right now so I think I should get some sleep, I have to be at work at 9 AM sharp tomorrow morning. Wait, that's less than 8 hours from now. Okey press "sleep" - Now! :)

Anyway I'll write more tomorrow of my little adventures and .. I did bring home a very special friend from a particular store! Haha any guess? Well you'll just have to wait and see - I'll let you know tomorrow! Good night, sleep tight! /S

Thursday 24 July 2008

The Notebook - Chris Daughtry with "It's not Over".


If I haven't mentioned it before I'll say it now, "The Notebook" is and always will be one of my personal favourite movies. As I was watching different videos on youtube I found this video with Chris Daughtry's song "It's not Over" playing in the background. I haven't heard this song before and I must say that I like it, I hope you'll be able to enjoy it too!

"I was blown away

What could I say
It all seemed to make sence.
Your takin away everything
And I can't do without.

I try to see the good in life.
The good things in life are hard to find.
We're blowin away, blownin away
Can we make this something good?

Well I'll try to do to it right this time around
It's not over,
Try to do it right this time around
It's not over
But a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killin me
But your the only one
It's not over.

... "

Autumn is already here.

Earlier today when I had my lunch-break I decided to take a walk and to visit some of the other stores that are located in the same area where I work, which is in the middle of Stockholm.

That is when I realized that all stores had received new clothing for the fall! I just think that it's crazy that the stores should begin to sell warm sweaters etc when it's 27 ° C outside. This last week I've been unpacking both long pants/jeans, sweaters made of wool and many other things that are typical fall/winter clothing.

Anyway tomorrow is a great day, it's "pay-day" :) I have been looking at this gorgeous bag from DKNY for a very long time and tomorrow might just be the day when it will come home with me, we'll see what happens tomorrow!

Wednesday 23 July 2008

Du är och kommer alltid att förbli hösten i mig.


Picture: DeviantArt

It's been a while since I posted a Swedish poem so I figured it might be fun for all my Swedish readers to enjoy one and for those of you who do not understand you can enjoy a beautiful picture (as seen above) instead, hope that's ok :)


När de sista gyllene löven fallit då vet vi att hösten är här. När allting plötsligt blir mörkt och kallt då står vi kvar i mitten av dess magiska sfär.

När stormarna viner och regnet slår ner mot min kind då vill jag hålla din hand i min. När hoppet känns som bortblåst då vet jag att du alltid kan få min själ att le och på mina läppar skapa en positiv min.

När kylan kryper tätt inpå då sprider du en efterlängtad värme som sprider sig från mitt hjärta och ner till mina små händer. En värme som skulle räcka till alla barn i världens många länder.

När jag ser rakt in i dina kristallklara ögon får jag en speciell känsla som får mig att häpna av förundran. En känsla som sprider sig likt en löpeld i hela min kropp, ja det känns till och med i skuldran.

När de sista gyllene löven fallit då vet vi att hösten är här. En vacker och magisk årstid som jag håller kär.

Tack för allt Du har givit mig. Du är och kommer alltid att förbli hösten i mig.

Tuesday 22 July 2008

I caught myself daydreaming. Again.

It's been a l o n g day at work. I didn't come home until 9 PM since we had some difficulties with the computer at work.

Anyway tired as I am now I ended up in front of the computer just to check out some sites on the internet and what happens? Well like the title says I caught myself daydreaming over some American things once again.

I just can't get enough of it! I think I might have mentioned it before so I don't think it will be a big surprise for those of you who have been reading my blog for some time if I say that one of my favourite shops in Stockholm is called "American classics"? :)

Even though it's not an American that runs it but instead an old Polish woman.. I should probably get some sleep now, since I've got a long day tomorrow as well. Sweet dreams!

Monday 21 July 2008

Videoblog, part II.

Here it is! My second videoblog-post! Enjoy :)

Rain and Thunder.

Crazy how the weather can change from one day to another. Like I said yesterday we had the most beautiful weather, it was warm and the sun shone the entire day. When my family and I sat in the car earlier today when we were heading towards Arlanda Airport it began to rain a little and now a few hours later I'm hearing thunder outside and how the rain smashes against my window. Cosy.. Still a bit scary sometimes!

Today was my day off! I'm so happy about that, it was really nice to do "nothing" and just hang with my family and to go and pick up my brother! I think I might have squeezed him to hard because he looked quite relieved when I let go of him :) Haha but that's just because I really did miss him! (As you might have learnt since I wrote this post about him yesterday..)

Anyway I managed to fix the video that I've been trying to publish on youtube to be able to post in here in my blog so today it worked! Yay! So the next post will be my second videoblog-post and you'll be hearing some of the things that I did while I was in Båstad, I can't believe that it's already been 1 1/2 week since I left.

Well I'm going to try to post it here within a few minutes so take care and I hope that you'll have enough time to check out my video post ;)

Sunday 20 July 2008

There are not enough words nor symbols to tell the rest of the world how much I have missed you.

Picture: Private - E when he was in the Philippines last Christmas

Finally! My brother is on his way home right now as I'm typing this on my laptop, my guess is that he's probably sitting on the airplane heading towards Sweden right now.

I can't believe it's already been 3 weeks? It's crazy how time really does fly. Like the title says, there are not enough words to tell how much I've missed you E! I am so looking forward to meet you at Arlanda airport tomorrow and for the great hug you're going to get from me and the rest of the family :)

The picture above is probably the best picture of him that I have on my PC. I just love it, the colours, the setting and of course he's posing with his guitar (!) he's so talented my brother and I must admit that I've missed our little "jam-sessions" in your room while you've been playing on the guitar while I've been singing different songs composed both by famous artists but also songs that we've written ourselves.

Anyway it's getting late and I should probably try to get some sleep. I hope you'll have a safe journey home E! I'll see you tomorrow! Sweet dreams!

Sunny Saturday.

It's been a beautiful day today. Warm and sunny so I won't complain about that. Unfortunately I haven't been feeling to well, this headache doesn't seem to go away :(

So guess if I was happy when my mom surprised me by giving me a pair of ballerinas! (It's a women's shoe for those of you who aren't aware of all the different shoes that does exist..) They are beautiful, white with silver details, I might post a picture of them tomorrow.

Anyway I'm glad to have a day off tomorrow which means that I'll be able to stay up late tonight, perhaps watching a movie with the family or writing one or two posts later tonight.

For some reason I got many different ideas to write about today so there must have been something special that gave me so much inspiration? Still, I don't know what it could have been.

Anyway this is all for now perhaps I'll write another post later. Have a great day/evening!

Throughout the Storm.

Picture: DeviantArt

How long have I been in this storm? For I have seen the different seasons come and go and how my red rose has changed its form.

Silver tears come streaming from my eyes. An endless horizon lies underneath the most beautiful of skies.

Memories of you keep my heart warm as the sun slowly fades away. If only I could just see you, my skin would glow and not turn grey.

Somehow I know deep inside my heart that everything will be alright. If I see you I know that this storminess will turn to light.

For more than a year ago I got lost into your eyes. My memory is still clear and I remember your warm smile that always filled my stomach with struggling butterflies.

It took me many months to understand why you had to go away. My soul's biggest wish was at one point that you would have said, "I will stay".

Now that I'm sitting on this cold cliff I feel so overwhelmed by the ocean's shapeless form. Truly this has been an emotional storm.

Tears that has turned into water is getting harder to tread. Endless waves come crashing over my head.

I cannot help it but I am actually feeling a little bit scared. An uncertain future is something that I have always feared.

During all this time I have been trying to remain above the surface. This red rose has given me hope to keep thinking of you, a small but significant purpose.

Saturday 19 July 2008

A favourite love quote.

Among all the novels that Jane Austen has written there are two novels that I have fallen in love with just a little bit more than the others.

I'm referring to two of her greatest novels "Persuasion" and "Pride & Prejudice". For a few weeks ago I watched "Persuasion" (as I am also reading it for the moment - I'm sure I must have read it atleast 3 times by now..) and I found this love quote which caught my heart's attention.

Austen's heroine also known as Anne Elliot in the novel says at one point the following sentence while conversing with one of Captain Wentworth's best friends "All the privilege I claim for my own sex ... is that of loving longest, when existance or when hope is gone." In this quote I did very much recognize myself.

For I agree with Austen, many of us women tend to hold on to certain feelings that we have for special people that mean a great deal to us, no matter how difficult the time might be we really do love the longest even though you men might not be aware of our existance or even when all the hope is gone.

Do you have any thoughts that you would wish to add then please, do not hesitate to leave a comment before you leave :)

Keri Hilson - Energy.


I love Keri Hilson's latest single called "Energy". Enjoy!

"... I'm having nightmares from sleeping with the enemy
How do we reverse the chemistry?
I don't want us to be the end of me
This love is taking all of my energy
Energy, My Energy
Taking all my energy
Energy, My Energy
Taking all of (my energy)

Seems only like yesterday, not even gravity
Could keep your feet off the ground when you go to me
How can two be as one
We've become to divided now
There's no use hiding from my misery
Such a mystery when he's here with me
It's hard to believe I'm still lonely
Chances fading now, patience running out
This ain't how it's supposed to be ..."

I love Saturdays.

I had such a strange dream last night which is the reason for why I woke up so early this mornig. Anyway it's Saturday, like the title says I love Saturdays! I don't start work until 12 AM and end by 5 PM.

I don't know if you noticed but I have changed the layout for my blog again, from the summer version to a "darker" more autumn kind of design. I like it but I'm curious what you think about it? Is it a keeper or should I use "warmer" colours?

Anyway I better get dressed since I have a few things that I need to take care of before work. I wish you all a great Saturday!

Friday 18 July 2008

A short reminder.

Picture: DeviantArt

Earlier today something broke inside of me. A thin thread of the purest silk was cut off and suddenly it felt as if someone had taken all my energy.

As I was standing on the subway on my way to work I felt how my knees got weaker and suddenly my sight went black. Somehow I find it difficult to remember and to go back.

Minutes felt like years. Suddenly there I was lying on the floor of the subway with a crowd of people all over me, I simply could not help but to burst into tears.

I'm fine now so there is no need for you to worry. Maybe it all happened because of my stressful morning for I really was in a hurry, like I said it's all still very blurry.

The fact that it felt as if something broke inside of me is something I simply can't forget. The way that I have been treating my heart lately is something I deeply regret.

I should have listened to the signs along the way. I guess that this is something that most of our mothers usually say. I'm still hoping for this headache to go away.

This is my third collapse in the time period of four years. Visiting hospitals has always been one of my greatest fears.

Hopefully it will all get better soon. I'm already feeling a lot better now that I'm lying underneath the bright moon.

A short reminder to all of you is, "Live each day as if it was your last" for you may never know when it may end and if it does it usually goes very fast.

Wednesday 16 July 2008

A new day.

Good morning. I found myself having a few minutes extra this early in the morning which is why I ended up here, writing a short post before I should be going to work.

Anyway I woke up to the sweet tunes played by the great pianist Jon Schmidt - you must listen to his version of Elvis Presley's song "Can't help falling in love" which is the melody I've been listening to all morning :) Time to get dressed!

I wish you all a great day!

Tuesday 15 July 2008

Surrounded.

Picture: Private (Båstad 08)

I'm
looking at some pictures that were taken on that fantastic evening. Smiles lightened up the room like the sun always does by the early months of spring. Please believe me when I say, I had a great time still, I could not avoid this special feeling.

Each and every face in the room radiated such warm happiness. Nevertheless, it still felt as if I was standing there all alone and no one could hear my heart beat and this is why I need to confess.

For all I could think of, on that particular moment was the fact that even though I was surrounded by a small group of amiable and hansum young men I still could not help but to think of you. None of them were able to catch my eye the way you did for over a year ago and for that I know it may sound ridiculous but it is nothing but the truth. I honestly missed you.

As the time passed us by the evening turned black, if only you could have seen the breathtaking endless sky. A white sea-gull passed me by, I made a silent wish, if only he'd given me his wings to be able to fly.

Like I said at the beginning, I had a fantastic evening. Still I could not help my heart and this special feeling. I honestly believed that time was to be a great healer and yet I'm still sitting here with the exact same heart and soul not to mention the exact same feeling.

Trouble with youtube.

I'm so upset right now. I've tried to upload a video for another videoblog-post here on my blog but it's not working! Gah, I guess I'm having trouble with youtube. I'll give it another chance otherwise I might have to start over again and record a new clip. Please youtube, work...!

Pictures - Båstad, summer of 08 - Part III.

The Båstad Crew - Summer of 2008!





Click on the images for a larger view! These pictures were taken on our last day in Båstad. There are so many pictures but I simply can't publish all of them.

Pictures - Båstad, summer of 08 - Part II.




Click on the images for a larger view! These pictures were taken on our third day in Båstad. We went to one of the beaches nearby, unfortunately it was far to windy to get into the water so we had fun in the sand instead! :)

Pictures - Båstad, summer of 08 - Part I.



Click on the images for a larger view! These pictures were taken on our second evening in Båstad at the Birthday party of one of my friends. It turned out to be the best evening of the entire week!

Sunday 13 July 2008

Finally, I'm Home Again.

Wow, it's been a crazy week..! Still, I'm happy to be home again.

Even though I brought my camera I haven't been able to take that many photos.. But my friends have taken many so you might be able to see some of them later.

First of all I have to unpack - how come that's always the worst part of being away? It's soo boring. Anyway, it has to be done. I'll probably write more later tonight. See you then?! :)

Thursday 10 July 2008

Båstad: Energy at the Club @ Madison.

Picture: Maximilian Borovic - Stureplan.se

Hey! Sorry for the bad posting but as you probably already know I'm in Båstad now! It's been two crazy days so far and we're having so much fun!! I found this picture above of me and my friends when we were out last night at Madison, one of the clubs here in Båstad. Anyway you'll hear more about our little adventures here in Båstad when I come home on Sunday. Have a great week!

Tuesday 8 July 2008

Packing.

Believe it or not, I'm up. Packing. Today I'm heading off to Båstad (small and cosy city spotted on the south-western part of Sweden - see map above) with some friends and we'll be staying there for a week.

It's the so called "tennis-week" where great tennis players come and play but it's also a week where people from Stockholm and other parts of Sweden gather in the same town to enjoy the Swedish pearls such as the environment, small restaurants, beaches, shops etc on the westcoast.

I have also planned to record a video-blog-post before I leave (If I have time so to speak) since it seemed as some of you enjoyed it the last time ;)

Anyway this is all for now, I have to finish my packing - according to my list. Yes I'm a "planner" and always will be. Thanks to IB I guess..

Sunday 6 July 2008

Step Up 2: The Streets.

Picture: Google

This is the second time I'm visiting the cinema this week. Tonight I'm going to see "Step Up 2: The Streets" with my girls. The second movie after the first dance film called "Step Up".

I think it will be fun but before that I've got a few things that I have to fix around the house. I'll write more about the movie when I come home later tonight.
Have a great day/evening! :)

P.S. A small note to my brother if he sees this.. I hope the flight went well and that you arrived safely. Take good care of yourself and good luck with everything! Love You! <3 D.S.

Saturday 5 July 2008

Tonight's prayer.

I pray from deep within that the time is right. A fear I shall overcome and a fear I am prepared to fight.

Truly I feel grateful to have received a second chance. If it is good news I promise you that I will stay up all night and just dance.

I pray from deep within that things will be better this time. However if it is bad news not only have I let you down once, but twice and for that I can never forgive myself, for that is an unforgettable crime.

I know I could have done better if only I had listened to you. As stubborn as I am I choose not to even though I knew all the things you said to me were true.

I pray from deep within that the sweet angels above were on my side this time. When I have been fast asleep sometimes I have heard a sweet melody inside my mind coming from an angelic chime.

Soon I will have my answers to my prayers and soon I will find out whether if they are bad or good. Whatever happens I just hope that my eyes will not release a terrible flood.

I pray from deep within that I shall have a bit of luck this time. I pray from deep within that things will be better this time.

Wednesday 2 July 2008

Narnia - Prince Caspian.

More info about the movie will be shown here tomorrow. I'm too tired to continue writing this you see.. :) Anyway this is all I can say for now, it was great and I loved Ben Barnes who plays Prince Caspian. He's sooo hansum! Time for bed, sweet dreams!

Poetry in motion.

It started out as a feeling which then grew in to a hope. At first it made me shine like the brightest star on a clear evening sky but suddenly I got lost in the dark horizon, I believe I lost my white magic rope.

For it was the sight of you that took my breath away. I remember how I stood in front of you and how I spoke to you with a trembling voice, I did not know what to say.

After many days of nothing but sunshine, yes during a short period of time I replaced the sun for that is how much you made me smile. Suddenly it all ended and in came the rain from the west, be sure when I say that it lasted for a while.

The fact that it still visits me often, particulary during the evenings when I try to fall asleep. I do not understand why but somehow it has become a comfort, yes that is the reason for why I weep.

As immature as it may sound I simply can not help feeling weak. Silent words I have said in my prayers for it is answers that my soul seeks.

For patience is my worst enemy. I have known it for quite a while and so has my mommy.

Still I know that I can ride through this emotional storm. This is something that I have been telling myself just to make sure that I remain my form.

One day, sooner or later, I will have my answers and this agony will reach it's end. When or where are questions that only time can tell, or perhaps someone above a key to me will lend?

All I can do is wait. I hope that we will have the opportunity to visit the Golden Gate.

It started out as a feeling which then grew in to a hope. For in my dreams I still see you and me walking down on that green slope.

Nickelback - Far Away.

Today's song. This is my favourite part of the lyrics. Enjoy!

"So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay..."

Complete chaos all over Stockholm.

It's early. Way to early. But I'm up! The reason for why I'm up so early is because the local traffic in town decided to go on a strike this week.

It means that all busses across Stockholm have been put away and instead the Swedish citizens are forced to be literally smashed in together in the trains and subways meaning long queues and it takes up to 20 minutes extra for me just to be able to get in to town.

Yesterday was a total nightmare. It was so crowded. That is why I decided to take an earlier train today to see if it will be fewer people on the train. Wish me luck... Time for breakfast! Have a great day/evening!

Tuesday 1 July 2008

What type of dog would you be?

Picture: Collage made by me

I've been sitting here for a few hours, looking at the most wonderful pictures of many different kinds of dogs. This is when I realized that if I would have been a dog I would probably have been a Cocker Spaniel.

The beautiful golden fur reminds me of my hair (as seen on the pictures in the collage) and if I remember it correctly the last time I looked in to the eyes of a Cocker Spaniel I saw two sweet and caring eyes which reminds me a bit of my own personality (I know so because both family members and friends have told that I do have a kind personality since I tend to place others in first place and myself at last - not so good at all times).

Haha I just realized that this might have been an odd post but let me tell you that I'm way tired and just haven't got any energy to come up with another more "intelligent" post.

What dog do you think you would be if you were a dog? It's just a funny thing and nothing to take too seriously :) I hope I haven't offended anybody, in that case I'm sorry. Have a great day/night!