Your Song.

[Verse 1]
I started this song at 4 AM this Sunday night. All I want to do is to appreciate you, yes I want to make things right.

Pictures of you inside my mind makes me smile all the time. Thank you for all the inspiration, see it even makes me rime.


[Chorus]
I wrote this song for you because of who you are to me. Because you give me so much joy, I want the whole world to see.

I wrote this song for you because you put a smile on my face, everytime I hear your voice nothing else matters and everything else fades away. I wrote this song for you because you are my light when clouds are grey.


[Verse 2]
I stay up late and talk to you for hours almost every night. In your arms I know I can fall asleep, as long as you hold me tight.

And when tomorrow comes I will still be there. Just to show you how much I truly care.


[Chorus]
I wrote this song for you because of who you are to me. Because you give me so much joy, I want the whole world to see.

I wrote this song for you because you put a smile on my face, everytime I hear your voice nothing else matters and everything else fades away. I wrote this song for you because you are my light when clouds are grey.


[Bridge]
Every time I'm with you it always feels so right. Together we laugh and we talk a lot, I love the fact that you are so bright.

You have captured a big place inside my heart. I hate the times when we have to be apart.

Whenever I'm not around the sun will always shine on you. Especially every time I'll be thinking about you.


[Chorus]
I wrote this song for you because of who you are to me. Because you give me so much joy, I want the whole world to see.

I wrote this song for you because you put a smile on my face, everytime I hear your voice nothing else matters and everything else fades away. I wrote this song for you because you are my light when clouds are grey.

Shine like the Sun.

Picture: Mango

For some reason I have nothing "yellow" in my closet? I don't know why but it seems to me that I have avoided this particular colour.

Anyway now that I found this gorgeous dress (as seen on the picture above) I would love to wear a dress that looks just like it.

Still, I think I might be able to get hold of it since we actually have Mango here in Sweden! Yay! :) I mean the colour is perfect, the dress with the special low-cut at the back (which I'm sure most of you know how much I love!!)

The only thing that bothers my mind is one important question, "when shall I wear this breathtaking piece of art?" :/

I dont' know but I think that the best thing is for me to think it over. What do you say, do you think it would suit me? Should I go for it?

Thoughts of an anxious heart.

In the silence of the night when it's cold, dark and lonely outside. Thoughts of you keep me warm, lighten up my mind and make me wish that you could be here by my side.

For it is a beautiful night as the stars give a bright reflection seen through my eyes. I seek comfort beyond the stars and into the distant skies.

Will someone hear my heart's prayer? Will you be able to understand that I am for real and not some ridiculous player?

The trouble with love is when the person you care about has been hurt before. If you would like to talk about it I'll be there for you, yes I would sit right next to you on the floor.

Still, I can't help feeling a bit lost right now. I just wish there was something I could do to make things right, I just don't know how.

My angelic eyes hope for you to come around and realize how much you truly mean to me. Are you absolutely certain that there is nothing I can do to make you see?

I try very hard not to shake. For the truth is that I'm scared, yes I'm scared to realize that all of this might just be fake?

My thoughts have become to blurry and I think I might need some sleep. In the silence of tonight I now end this poem which I believe ended far too deep..

Gospel Concert.

Picture: Sjung Nu

Finally, tonight is the night I've been waiting for! :) My friend and I are going to a Gospel concert in town and the best part is that I don't just love the music but also the musicians participating!

Among them, one of my biggest idols, Lasse Axelsson (as seen on the picture above) which I myself have had the honour to sing with a numerous of times!

It's been almost a year since I saw him the last time and therefore I'm really looking forward for the big concert! Anyway I think it's time for lunch, I'll write more later tonight when I get back with hopefully more pictures as well! ;)

Have a great Sunday!

Just because you are superficial on the outside does it mean that you must be it on the inside as well?

I believe it was Madonna who sang the following lyrics in one of her songs, "You know that we are living in a material world ... And I am a material girl"

It's been so many years since I listened to that song, "Material Girl", still it seems as if nothing has changed? Here we are, living our lives and the year is 2008, I would lie if I'd say that we are not living in a material world.

This has something to do with the title I have chosen for today's post. "Just because you are superficial on the outside does it mean that you must be it on the inside as well?"

I have a grudge against one specific word and its meaning in the English vocabulary, the word is prejudice. Surely this is a word most of us "bump into" quite often. One could say that people judge you for everything, the way you act/dress/look etc and they would probably place you in a certain "category/group of people" afterwards.

It's easy to forget about it when you meet new people, I do try to think of it, to meet them with an open mind and to see what is to come. Still, like I said, it's hard to think of it every time you meet someone new. Yes I tend to forget about it too from time to time.

Another thing that bothers me is when I meet guys who don't know me and who tend to place me in the category of "dumb blondes". I'm sure there are other girls out there who feels the same but I'm sure that most of them are blondes since brunettes don't have the same "stamp" like we do.

Anyway so there I am standing in front of him (the guy I just met) and I'm sure that all he sees is a blonde girl who seems superficial but when I open my mouth and we start talking it always end as a bit of a surprise for him (I've noticed how they tend to raise their eyebrows..) since he thought I would have nothing clever to say to him.

Unfortunately there are many girls that give that impression and I'm just sorry that the rest of us have to suffer for that and that we have to prove the guys wrong. Just because one cares about your own appearance it doesn't mean that you're completely stupid.

What I'm trying to say is that you can be good looking and have a bright intellect! You must stand up for yourself. No one has the right to insult you and your intelligence by judging you from what you're wearing or whatever eye/hair/skin colour you have.

Think about it the next time you meet someone new.

The Wedding Date.

Picture: About.com: Hollywood Movies

Unfortunately I've had a really bad headache during the evening (probably because I spent a few hours in the sun earlier today) which is why I've decided to take it easy tonight by watching this new movie called "The Wedding Date".

I don't know if you've seen the serie called "Will & Grace"? If you have, you would probably recognize "Grace" in this new movie since she plays the main character Kat Ellis.

Anyway I'm too tired to write anything more tonight so I wish you a great evening and I'll write more tomorrow instead. Good night!

Fragile.

Struggling butterflies keep flying inside of my heart's velved chamber. It all started that same night when I first saw you, in my eyes you were a gorgeous stranger.

Curiosity arose inside of me as I simply didn't want to lose the sight of you. It may have taken me some time but in the end I'm happy that I walked over to you.

There I was, sitting next to you, hypnotized by your magic spell. A true gentleman who showed good manners and I must not forget to mention that he also spoke very well.

With such a sharp intellect and hansum face he made me think that he was one of a kind. I wanted to tell him how rare it is to meet men like him and ask him why they are so hard to find?

Suddenly I felt how he, with a gentle movement, placed a hand around my waist. I never felt any pressure and I am glad that we did not make haste.

Instead we talked for a while and enjoyed each other's smiles. If only he could have seen what was going on inside of my heart's velved chamber at that time he would have seen thousands of rainbow-coloured butterflies.

It's been nearly eight weeks and so much has alreday happen along the way. We have had our ups and downs still I am willing to listen to all you need to say.

For I believe in honesty and listening before judging. Crystal pearls fall from my eyes, I wish I knew what is happening.

Should I be smiling with a heart filled of joy or should I be preparing it for news filled of sorrow. I guess one day sooner or later I will find out, perhaps today or perhaps tomorrow.

I just realized that I am fragile. Very fragile.

Earth Day 2008.

Picture: Tot TV Watch

"Earth Day is a time to celebrate gains we have made and create new visions to accelerate environmental progress. Earth Day is a time to unite around new actions. Earth Day and every day is a time to act to protect our planet." - Earth Day - US Government Portal

Yes this is the special event I was referring to yesterday when I wrote the post "An important reminder". I believe that several countries around the world have payed a special attention about this phenomenon.

Leading politicans have encouraged people to take action in different ways in order to prevent more damages on what's left of our world. For example they have listed different suggestions of how we can save energy, use less water, reduce/reuse/recycle while being at home.

The fact that our world is changing dramatically is no longer new to most of us living in the modern parts of the world. Each and everyone of us should take our own responsibility for this will affect the young generation living today but also those that are to come.

My family and I think about this every day. For example when we sort out our garbage, shower in the morning/evening, make sure that when we leave a room the lights are off etc.

There are many "smaller ordinary things" one could do to prevent more natural catastrophes. It's our choice if we want to change the way most of us are living our lives right now. I have decided to be a part of it, to actually make a change. What about you?

An important reminder.

You haven't forgotten about tomorrow, have you? It's the 22nd of April.. (this is the time when you should start guessing and come up with good examples of important events - yes that's the only clue I'll give you - for now!)

Any suggestions? Well don't worry I'll let you know more about it tomorrow ;) I'm far too tired to write a long post about it now, which I'm planning to do tomorrow.

I guess you've got a great post to look forward to! Hopefully my blog will see you here again tomorrow! Sweet dreams!

Update: Hmm is it just me or did I just squeeze in far too many "tomorrows" in this post? :) Silly me, well well I'll let it be that way I hope you don't mind!

One of my wildest dreams.

It's 3 AM on a hot Saturday night. I'm so happy to be here with you and so far away from home, yes I'm glad we catched that last minute flight.

It's been a terrific night filled of laughter and dancing, you should have seen that look on your face when you saw me move my hips. My pulse increased as I was listening to the music and its great beats, I simply couldn't stay away from your delicious lips.

You lightened a flame in my heart and it spread throughout every vein inside my body. I don't know how you did it but somehow you made me feel so foxy.

You whispered inside my hear, "Let's get out of here, I honestly can't breath in here, there's no air." I felt what was coming and so I smiled and answered, "Sure that sounds fair."

Back at the hotelroom you pushed me against the wall, the next second my black dress was on the floor. Our body's so close to each other and your hands which felt as if they were all over me made scream for more.

There is simply no other place I'd rather be. I'm still here, thinking of you and me and of this fantasy.

After a long day and night we would finally fall asleep. You would place your head on my collar bone, a memory like this I would love to keep.

To be able to close my eyes and fall asleep in your warm and protective embrace. The next morning you would wake up to see a great smile on my face.

Sometimes it's hard to make a decision.

Maybe it's dangerous to become so attached to someone that you sometimes wonder if you would be able to make it on your own? Somehow I can't help feeling so happy inside every time that you are around or even when we talk over the phone.

How else am I supposed to go all the way and to truly show. To demonstrate everything that I see in us, everything I see in you and our chemistry's great flow.

Maybe it's good, someone might feel needed - someone might find a person worthy enough to trust for once. Maybe it's bad, someone might feel suffocated with far too much responsibility - someone might loose hers/his independence. You decide.

It's dangerous to admit all of the things I want to share with you, still I have done it at least one hudred times when you have been fast asleep. Still I have filled my calendar with every date that we have seen or been with each other, without you I might find it hard to breathe.

Maybe it's all my fault that I let myself stand here with no air when the thought of you leaving me appears to me. The thought scares me and I wish there was something I could say or do to just make you see.

Perhaps it's time for me to pull myself together and stop relying on your abbility of always being there. It's just that I can't ignore the feeling of being truly safe whenever you are around and I wonder how it would feel if I would be left here without no air.

A female classic.

Picture: Collage made by me

I'm sure that most females would agree with me when I say that "Pretty Woman" could be seen as a female classic.


I believe it was the beautiful and talented actress Julia Roberts first movie that made her famous in Hollywood.

With her charming personality and great smile she easily became the new American sweetheart, who didn't love Julia for that?

Anyway the reason for why I'm writing about it is because they are showing it tonight on channel 3 so my plan is to see it with my mother probably, I find it hard to believe that any of my brothers would be interested in watching it ;)

Have a great day!

By your side.

Nothing is impossible. What we have is unforgettable. For this I promise you, I won't let you down. I'll be right here by your side.

If only I could paint the walls of your appartment with my caring and loving words. You could wake up to them every morning, it would almost be like if I was there singing to you with my vocal cords. When you're down and troubled I'll be there for you, I won't leave your side.

You and I, we walk hand in hand as we pass hundreds of people on the street. I don't notice them for all I can think of on that particular moment is you and the feeling I have inside every time you're around, a great feeling, with you I feel complete.

Can't you see I'm glowing? Wanna know why? It's simply because I'm still standing here right by your side.

If you decided to conquer the world you would have my full support. If there would be problems I would help you to come up with solutions of some sort. Through good times and bad times I won't hide, no I'll let you know that I'll be standing next by your side.

Every time when you look me in the eyes my heart always make me smile. I just hope you'll be able to stick around for a while. In the end all I want you to know is that I care for you and this I promise you, I'll be right here by your side.

Mary J. Blige - Stay Down.

Today's most played song. I have always liked Mary J. Blidge and her music. This is her latest single called "Stay Down" and I must say that she's done it again! A great song with beautiful lyrics. Enjoy!

Lyrics (Chorus)
Stay Down. (We're almost to the very best part)
Stay Down. (You'll always be the pride of my heart)
Stay Down. (We too can pass the test)
Stay Down. (Yeah, we got a lot of work)
Stay Down. (I know it ain't been the best but it certainly ain't been the worst)
Stay Down. (The drama will not last forever)
Stay Down. (We'll beat it long as we're together)
One day we'll look back on this. (Yeah)
We'll be like "Remember this?" (Remember this)
And it's gonna make us smile. (Make us smile)
Cause in the end we stayed down.

Things.

Things I am Passionate About
- For those of you who have followed me through my blog probably understand what I mean when I say how much I love to sing! Unfortunately I don't sing as much as I used to anymore but I try to keep up with it since it's probably one of the most important things that I am really passionate about.

- Writing, I don't leave home without a piece of paper and a pen still, most of the things that I write (poems etc) are written on my laptop when I'm at home. I carry it around just in case a thought would strike me just like a lightning strikes down when it's stormy weather.

- Art/Photography, I have an endless passion for photography's that are black and white. In my eyes they will always be timeless. Therefor I don't know how many hours I spend every week "googling" and searching for similar pictures through the brilliant website www.deviantart.com

- I love to surprise people! (Positive ones of course!) Just to see a person's reaction and how a big smile shows up on their face - a feeling that makes me speechless - it's almost like Christmas morning, when you see the glowing eyes of a child when he/she sees the presents lying there underneath the tree.

- Unfortunately I see the next thing as a "bad" thing. What I'm trying to say is that it's become a bad habit. I check my phone and messages far too often and normally I end up disappointing myself since nothing new seems to have happened during that short period of time.

- I am a planning person! Sounds a bit weird doesn't it? Haha no but seriously, I write plans for almost everything I do. It could be a list of things I need to bring with me when I'm going on vacation or just a list of things I need to do during the week. Besides, I tend to leave several small yellow and purple post-it-notes at the most random places inside my room and not just at the "desk/working" area.

Things I Want To Do Before I Die
- Live in New York and Stockholm. Simultaneously. Prefarably New York during Autumn, Winter and Spring and in Stockholm during Summer.

-Learn how to drive a car and a dream would be if I'd be able to drive my favourite sports car - a black Mustang V6 Premium (2008)

- Fly up with an air balloon

- Volunteer work in the Philippines

- Travel to a numerous exotic islands where no tourists have ever been before

- Become pregnant and give birth to one or perhaps two (could be twins?) healthy children

- Live after the mottos: "Live each day as if it was the last" and "Tell the people you care about how much they mean to you every day, you can never say it too often"

Things I Say Often

English words:
- By the way ... (btw when writing text messages)

- I mean ...

- Naw :)

Swedish words:
- Men men ...

- Kattskrälle (referring to myself since I usually loose so much hair almost like a cat/dog)

- Mmm (According to my youngest brother (!) Haha I guess I use it whenever I'm not interested or "pretend" to listen..)

Things I Should Say More Often:
- I love you

Books I Have Read Lately
- Beloved (Toni Morrison)

- Crime and Punishment (Fyodor Dostoevsky)

- European History 1848-1945 (T A Morris)

- Love Poems (Selected by David Stanford Burr)

- Northanger Abbey (Jane Austen)

- The Goddess Guide (Giséle Scanlon)

Songs I Could Listen To Over and Over (depends very much on what mood I'm in, but here are the songs I've been listening to lately!)
- Sexy Back (Justin Timberlake)

- Crazy Love (Frank Sinatra)

- By Your Side (Sade)

- The Way You Make Me Feel (Michael Jackson)

- Come To Me (P.Diddy feat. Nicole)

- God must have spent a little more time on you (NSync)

- Satisfaction (Benny Benassi)

- Angels (Jessica Simpson)

Freakish Things That Attract Me To My Best Friends
- When it comes down to my two best friends, I'm amazed how well we get along even though sometimes it feels as if we are the complete opposite to one another.

- The way I can always laugh or cry with them (jepp, still referring to my best friends!) and most important of all how they love me for the person I am.

- How I can laugh weirdly with some people (Emma) all it takes is one look and it feels like the same thought is running through our heads, at the exact same time! (Emma, I'm sure you remember the little bustrip to Strömstad and what happened then!) *Yes I can still laugh at it sometimes when the memory of it keeps playing inside my head*

- Appreciation of things like our trip to Greece, endless passion for ice-cream and how we love to go out and dance every Friday night!

- The way we always love to go out and dance whenever we have time to do so! Or perhaps to stay at home and cook ourselves a great dinner and just talk and laugh for hours..!

- The fact that I know that they will always be there, no matter what, love may come and go but true friendship lasts forever.

D inspired my with the list! Check out her answers here! ;)

Sexy Back.

Picture: Claire Danes

If someone would ask you "what do you think is the most attractive part of your body?" - what would you answer?

If we asked the same question to 10 different people I'm sure we would have received 10 different answers. Luckily enough most of us have our own special appearance and therefor we would all come up with different answers.

I remember talking about this with my friends a few months ago and the three of us had totally different answers! If I take me for example, I always say that my back is the most attractive part of my body (that's my opinion anyway).

This leads me to the topic of this post - gorgeous dresses that sets off the beautiful female back. Believe it or not, considering I'm such a huge fan of sexy backs I don't own any dresses that have a low-cut at the back (!) and I hate myself for that.

I've been looking for similar dresses everywhere but let's just say that I have been out of luck. Therefor I've decided to make me my own dress! I found this picture (as seen above) on the beautiful actress Claire Danes with a breathtaking dress. It's g o r g e o u s!

It's a project for the summer since I don't have enough time to start planning and drawing on it now. This I promise you though, you will hear more about this project further on in the future ;)

A perfect night.

Never has the sky looked so deep and endless as it does tonight. An angelic dust passes me by, caresses my cheeks as I gaze into the stars and their penetrating light.

The lake is still, so still that I can see my own reflection. I wish that one day you will be able to accept all my love and that I will be able to give you enough attention.

If one listens carefully you can hear my heart's sweet anthem playing inside of me. It is for you it sings why can't you see?

Never has a dream felt so unpredictable and yet so real. I still can't seem to be able to forget about the last time we spent together and the way you made me feel.

Your deep and smiling eyes I could stare at every night. All the inspiration that you have given me I simply must put down on paper, I hope that I am excused for I really need to write.

You are my sunshine when clouds are grey. Deep within my heart the memory of you will never fade away.

Never has the sky looked so deep and endless as it does tonight. With a moon that shines so bright and more than a million stars, it truly is a breathtaking sight. It's been a while since we had such a perfect night.

The place where I want to be.

Picture: Sophie and the city

Outstanding picture from New York - I guess one can say that spring has finally arrived!

I believe that this picture was taken in Central Park on a beautiful day when the sun was shining and as you can see for yourself there were no signs of rain! I don't know what else there is to say.

Oh, yes there is one thing. This is the one single place where I want to be.

Last night.

I remember the struggling butterflies I felt deep inside of me the very first time I saw you. I remember that perfect smile you gave me and how happy I was to be near you.

The more time I spend with you the more I realize how special you are. Even though you don't live behind the next door I'm glad that the distance between us isn't that far.

Last night was one unforgettable night. There is something special about you that makes me feel warm and safe inside, it just feels so right.

All I want you to know is how much I appreciate you. You've said it a few times before and I know it's true, I can always count on you.

The way my hand fit yours makes me smile every day. In your arms I wish I could stay. I just thought that you should know how happy you made me feel yesterday.

This weekend has reached its end and I should probably go to bed. I look forward to see you and perhaps next time before we call it the night you might give me a sweet kiss on my forehead? :)

Good night, sleep tight!

Ermias Tuka feat. Addis Black Widow - Wait in Summer.

Surely most of you must have noticed that the 90's are back? :) It is seen both through fashion trends but also through music! Great bands that were big then are doing comeback today and I am sure that we will hear many of their new songs this summer!

Anyway for a few weeks ago I visited the store Zara here in Stockholm and when I walked in to the store I heard this song called "Wait in Summer" by Addis Black Widow which gave me a nostalgic feeling which reminded me of the 90's.

I don't like the video but the song is enoyable and somehow it makes me long for summer even more..! Listen to it, enjoy!

Thoughts on a Thursday.

I love to write, especially at dawn. For that is my favourite time during the day and normally also the time when my poetry is born.

All I need to do is to take a pen and suddenly my imagination creates rhyme after rhyme. It happens to me all the time.

One may wonder how it always turn out so well? The secret behind it is simply to let an emotion speak for itself.

Poetry is perpetual, universal and yet individual and unique. My inspiration comes from deep within, for it is in my heart I normally seek.

A certain memory that keeps playing inside my mind by either a symphony orchestra or a great band. Or perhaps a special feeling such as the very first time you held my hand.

Poetry is what you make it, what you want it to be. Somehow I tend to express my sentiments about people that mean a lot to me.

Follow your own soul's intuition and hopefully you will be able to make the right decision. If I could not become a writer I would probably become a musician.

For everybody knows that music and poetry are two of the best ways to show another person how much he/she means to you. Surely there are other ways as well, in my world I actually like to keep things simple by for example leaving small notes in unexpected places saying, "I miss you" or "I can't stop thinking about you".

It is all about sending those short but meaningful messages when the other person least expect you to. If everybody would do that I am sure that we would hear more people saying "I love you" more often.

Now guess what will I do tomorrow? I will create a similar text message and send it to people I care about, let's just say I will send it to ten. Go ahead, all you need to do is grab your mobile or perhaps just a pen..!

LFD.

Picture: Filippas

May I present to you a new phenomenon that has arrived and that surely will be worn by thousands of women all over the planet this summer, I call it the "LFD" which stands for the "Little Flowery Dress".

This season it's everywhere! Flowers in all different colours and shapes are seen on almost every blouse, dress, skirt, top and on other accessories as well. Naturally it is all about the fashion for women ;)

Anyway I found the three gorgeous dresses (as seen above) from H&M. Unfortunately they are not out yet but they will keep coming in as Spring/Summer is approaching. As you can see my favourite dress is the one that has been marked, the one to the left.

From what I've heard it's not supposed to come out to the stores until the first week in May. Besides I'm not the only one who is searching for it, there are thousands of girls here in Stockholm that are planning to try to get hold of one of them as well.

I have the feeling that things just might get messy...

Emotional Roller Coaster.

I simply can't seem to find the right words but somehow I've been literally blown away twice today. The first time I ended up in tears while the second time I simply couldn't stop smiling and I honestly didn't know what to say.

It felt as if I was on an Emotional Roller Coaster and even though it was a short ride I'm happy it's over now. You lightened up the sparkling stars behind my eyes I just don't know how.

I must be honest, I'm glad that you decided to be upright with me. For people often say that "honesty lasts longest" and I believe it to be true, can't you see?

Finally a long day has come to its end. A kiss good night I now to all of you send!

A big surprise and happy tears.

Picture: My necklace - Private

I've written about it before. The sweet love letter made by the Swedish designer Cornelia.

For such a long time I've been looking for it since they ended the production of it over a year ago. Well let's just say that my searching for it is finally over! Thanks to my dad!

For a few weeks ago he came home one night and said that he had a surprise for me and handed over a big blue plastic bag. I didn't recognize the name of the brand that said on the bag and therefor had no clue that the necklace was inside it.

When I finally managed to open another smaller bag that was hiding inside the bigger one I saw that it was some sort of necklace and guess if I screamed of joy when I saw the little envelop with the cute letter inside it saying "I love you"?! :)

I was so chocked since I more or less had given up about finding it. Let's just say that it was a big surprise that ended in happy tears and it really made my evening.

Dad, I can't thank you enough! I love you, you're the greatest!

Finally Friday.

It feels as if it's been such a long week still it feels good that I've been able to do so many different things!

Tomorrow I'll be spending my afternoon working at the shop but I might be able to do something later during the evening, what I'll be doing is something I yet haven't decided but we'll see.

Unfortunately I'll probably end up studying the entire Sunday therefor tonight and tomorrow afternoon will be my two days "off" this weekend.

I just remembered I have to write about a great surprise that my dad came home with for a few weeks ago. But first - dinner! I'm starving ;) I'll write more later. Ciao!

Back on track.

Picture: Running Trails In Atlanta

It's been a while since I wrote the post about preparing myself for "Beach of 2008".

I have to admit that I've been lazy and that I haven't followed my "exercise programme" but I've started running again (every day!) followed up with sit-ups before breakfast and before going to bed.

For those of you who have been reading my blog previously probably know that I'm a big fan of the US ;) When I found the picture above (through google) I fell completely for the wonderful view and the fact that the man is running so early during the morning which is also I prefer to do!

Most people find running to be extremely boring but I love it! The feeling of breathing cool and fresh air and to have great music pumping inside my earphones, it's simply great!

This latest week I've had so much energy just because I've been running so early (before breakfast) every morning.

Don't get me wrong though, I mean I do loove to sleep :P But I actually don't have any difficulties when it comes to wake up early during the morning atleast not during spring/summer but it is harder during fall/winter when it's so much darker outdoors.

Anyway I think I should try to get some sleep since I've got to wake up early tomorrow ;) Good night, sleep tight!

When the lights go out.

It's almost midnight and I can't seem to be able to fall asleep. I tried to listen to soft music but nothing happened, I even started counting one, two, three sheep.

It's ridiculous, believe me I know. Maybe it's just because I'm still afraid of the darkness and the mysterious shadows that always seem to glow?

It only happens when the lights go out. Sometimes I've been so scared that I simply had to shout!

If only you could hold me during times like these I know I would feel safe. For there is no other place where I'd rather be right now than in your warm embrace. Both day and night but most of all when the lights go out.

To be able to hear your deep voice whispering sweet things inside my ear. This I can promise you, it would remove my deepest fears each and every night throughout the year.

It would erase anything that is bad even the smallest doubt. What I'm trying to say is that I miss you day and night but especially during midnight when the lights go out.

Sum 41 - Best of Me

Today's most played song. It's a great song so take a few minutes and listen to it, enjoy!

".. I'm sorry, it's all that I can say
you mean so much and I'd fix all that I've done,
if I could start again
I'd throw it all away,
to the shadows of regrets and
you would have the best of me.."


Sometimes sorry seems to be the hardest word..

Back for good.

As some of you might have noticed, I decided to take a short "break" from my writing (it only lasted for two weeks but it was worth it!) but I am happy to say that I'm back, perhaps not "for good" as the title says but let's just say that I was inspired by the song I'm listening to right now. (Take that - Back for good)

I know! It's a cheesy song but I still find it enjoyable. Anyway I should probably get ready since I have to leave for work in a while. Bye for now!