New dreams. New goals.

This could actually be me in a few years from now. For so long I have dreamt about having a job where I can help people who live under difficult circumstances, preferably in third-world countries.

I went online to read more about the organization UNICEF and to find out what it takes to become a member of their team.

The picture above is taken of a young woman who works at the National Headquarters of UNICEF in New York city. What an amazing opportunity it would be if I ended up there..

Anyway I think I have found my goal now so all I have to do is keep on searching for more information and to find out what type of education one needs to have to be able to qualify to be able to get the job.

Have a great day!

Exhausted.

After almost 4 hours of walking in town I also ended up at a long walk with my father to simply enjoy the beautiful weather we had today! Talking about the perfect "autumn day".

The time is not 10 PM but I feel completely exhausted. So I guess this will be the last thing I post for today. May you all have a good nights sleep!

Today's note.

I miss you.

I have searched for the truth within my heart. I believe that knowing yourself is a special yet beautiful art.

For many nights and days I have had enough time to think it over. It is time for me to confront myself and stop hiding underneath this stupid cover.

After all this time I thought everything had changed for me inside. I was wrong and the reason for why I am writing this is because I don't want to hide.

I miss you and that is nothing but the truth. I still pray for you late at night, hoping that you one day will find your beloved mistress, your life companion and a true friend.

For it hurts inside of me knowing the fact that this particular woman will never be me, my heart is aching can't you see?

Anyway it feels good that I have finally said it. This is my heart speaking, every little bit.

I will treasure every moment we have spent together. I promise you this, I will always be here for you, for good times, for bad times no matter the weather.

For this is my confession: I still think of you. If you only knew how much I miss you..