You don't know how long I've waited for this call.

Picture: Private - Me at New Year's Eve (2008/2009)

Who would have thought that something so ordinary like a simple phone call could wake up the deepest and repressed feelings of them all.. I simply cannot allow the fact that they still have this level of influence over me. It's gone from pathetic to unhealthy.

This is me, after you.
After your call, after your smile, after your existence..
This is me, after you.