How do I know?

How do I know if this is true? My heart tells me one thing while my mind another, in the end all that really matters is that I believe in you.

How do I know if you will hurt me again? This is no question with an answer such as "yes" or "no" but instead one should say "when"?

How do I know if you really exist? If you don't someone better wake me up from this dream, make it fast if you wish to use your fist.

How do I know if every word you say is true? You better not give my heart another difficult flu.

How do I know if you erased all the memories of her inside your head? I still remember the feeling I had when I caught you two in bed.

How do I know you won't do the same mistake again? I still can't believe you did it with one of my former best friends.

Now I know things will never be the same. You broke what we had which is why you should take all the blame.

How do I know if I will have to go through all of this again? I just hope for the sake of my heart and soul that I will meet someone that will not only treat me with love and respect but also stay faithful and never hurt me the way you did. I'm a woman now and no longer that foolish kid.

Just remember one thing, always treat others the way you want them to treat you. Hopefully they will be good to you.