Suddenly.

Suddenly I realize how much you really mean to me. I remember all those times when you were around and how hard it was for me to breath.

The time was just not right. Still I had to confront my heart and let all the feelings out into God's light.

I tried my hardest to act like myself every time you were close. I just want you to know that you once held a very fragile rose.

Suddenly I find myself smiling every time I hear your name. How can it be possible that I still feel the same? Suddenly I realize how happy you always make me and the way of feeling so alive. If only you could see my bright shining eyes.

Suddenly I believe again and I find my tears streaming down my face like the autumn rain.

For now you are not near me but instead thousands of miles far away. I just wish there was something you could say.

I miss the way you always made me laugh and smile. If the distance between us only had been one mile...

Suddenly I find myself smiling every time I hear your name. How can it be possible that I still feel the same? Suddenly I realize how happy you always make me and the way of feeling so alive. If only you could see my bright shining eyes.